.: Purple Lights
Instead of INKTOBER, I will be streaming every day for the rest of this month bc I'm insane!! These are power streams, they'll be at least 4 hrs minimum. Yesterday I was on for about 12 hrs LOL, so feel free to stop by today, say hello, join the chat or come multi stream and get shit faced with me. 
picarto.tv/Mujinai TABLE OF CONTENTS I: UPDATE 
My other social Media Sites: II: OPEN COMMISSIONS AND PRICES I have five slots available, I usually finish within a week. I start as soon as I get payment. Payment is up front through paypal or Ko-Fi. I do not stop for input after your initial description on character analysis/general idea of what you want done unless I have questions. Please send me a note with one of the Letters/type down below along with refs of your character(s) and a brief summary telling me about them them (likes, personality, dreams, if the characters are romantically involved/hate each others guts etc). I've usually been free to interpret bg based on general idea of what commissioner wants. If there is something specific and complex that is desired for bg/clothes or anything else, it can bump the commission to a higher tier which will cost more. This is on a case by case basis. Almost every commission I have done, the commissioner left it up to me. these current examples are rough ideas of what falls in what price range.
III: ART TRADES I do these on occ. Once i finish what I have, i accept more. IV: TOYHOU.SE CODES E.N.D. Does anyone have a toyhouse code or two they'd be willing to give away? For free? A commission from me like the following:
3 month dA subscription or the equivalent in points Fic: If you'd like, I can write something for you under 2,000 words, be it fanfiction or something else (like a oneshot on your own characters). something else you can think of ( but within reason). EDIT 
Going to pass this goodness forward if I get extra codes too. THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!! *skips through a field of flowers and then off a cliff* 
(thanks though for not taking advantage of me LOL...OTL) Good morning, good day, good evening~ It's been a long time since I updated my journal and thought I would do so since Christmas and New Year's are right around the corner. I foresee myself up to the waist in festivities (see: food, friends, and art-finally?) so much so that I probably won't update another one for a while. I might do one though for the New Year's Resolution~ This is going to be quite long, so read at your own volition. I left people who I did not want in my life anymore. It doesn't make me stuck up to say this either, but I know they didn't deserve my friendship, my trust, or my time. They definitely aren't worthy of the person that I am now. I left it peacefully at that but that didn't mean they were just going to let me go. Some of those people attempted multiple times to harass me in private but I got really tired of it and just ignored every attempt. I have a right to choose who I include in my life and who I let go of, just as much as anyone else. It's too exhausting to stay angry, it's too exhausting to answer back to left over hate they have. Or..envy over not having something that I might have. One thing that became very clear to me is that I am not OBLIGATED to give ANYONE closure. If I want to leave, I can fucking leave. Even if I had exited in the most gentle and polite way possible, the other person could still see it as harsh, or as if the world was ending for them. Maybe there really is no easy or soft way to leave someone. NO matter if things were explained fully or not, if it hurts, it hurts. I understand that. But some people think it is such a bad thing if you walk away from "a lot" of people (in my case I only removed myself from 4 people this year and whether if that's a whopping big amount or not, I have no idea honestly), but it would be extremely fucking stupid and unhealthy to stay with someone or people who consistently lie to you, twist things to suit only their feelings and needs, or who direct your concerns to other people because they don't want any part in solving it or helping you. Oh, and then it gets even richer, you feeling concerned over something they did to you is suddenly turned into them being a "victim" and feeling "so hurt" over you telling them what they did to you. And suddenly you're the one who is wrong. Gaslighting for the freaking win. It invites more conflict if you stay with someone who has time after time again and again shown that what you feel or want has no place at their table. But they are so definitely free to feast off whatever you have. Plus that is valuable energy you can use to be doing things that make you happy with people who don't gaslight your ass to the max. It's been almost a year since I made one of the largest financial commitments I've ever taken on so far in my life for someone important to me. I don't think I will ever be able to surpass what I did for my parents last Christmas. I didn't think I could do it by myself, and for a long time in just thinking about it, I honestly didn't think it was possible either. But it ended up being the complete opposite. A lot of things seem to always be much harder inside one's head than they really are in execution. I originally was going to work 3 twelve hour shifts at a new job and have 4 days off as a newbie to my profession. However, I got hired in another city close by for a higher position and pay. I was getting ready to move around september/october but at the last moment, I was contacted by another facility in a city closer to where I live. They offered me an even higher position that requires anywhere between 1-3 years of experience in a specific area but they took me in and hired me anyway with none of what's expected. I am extremely lucky. When I found out exactly what I was supposed to be doing, I was hella worried about whether or not they would teach me what a seasoned professional with experience already knows how to do. They told me they were going to take things slow with me and help me learn everything I needed to know to be able to do my job. It took me roughly a month and a half to get the basics down and from here on out, it's just been a really amazing learning experience. For the first time I was introduced to what politics in the work place looks like. I've been able to stand my ground, not back down on my values, and most importantly: to deliver the level care my patients deserved. So, right now, I work under a physician whom I case manage hospice patients for. Every two weeks I report to him. What I've been able to learn how to do was because of the great support and responsiveness of my coworkers and the mentor that was assigned to me. My patients have terminal illnesses and I'm responsible for managing all aspects of their care until they pass. This is one of the toughest jobs I've ever come to love. It is extremely difficult for me at times but also...very rewarding. Because these are people with different personalities, who have families going through crises in trying to accept the condition of their loved one. These patients are people who I have real conversations with. I listen to their sadness, their joys, their frustrations. And when it is time for them to go, they go, but while on that journey to "the end", they're not alone. Bought a new computer and tablet in late july/early august? Yeah, bc my old 5 yr old one went poot. Original program not compaitible with new technology? That's ok, I can practice in SAI and PS for now and learn new things that way in the mean time. Not much time made for art? That's ok, art is one great love, both other things I loved needed to spend time together with me. Awkwardness ensues? That's ok, we wobble and fall down when we learn to walk. Might livestream sometime on actual livestream channel or picarto. Or even host a join me just for friends. Commissions are open starting 12/25/14, on XMAS. I'll send up one more public reminder on that day. I have 10 Slots. First come first serve. Note me with information starting on the 25th for anyone interested.
$2, $5, $7, $10,$15, $20, $25, and $30 commissions:iconwthplz: $2 simple sketches, $5 simple mock animations, $7 roughs with color, $10, $15, $20, $25 and $30 commissions on sale for a limited time only. Effort may vary. ROFL.Prices and samples subject to change since this is so old.
:iconblueheartplz: I accept paypal.
For anyone interested, here is random moment put together catalogue LOL.
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the pictures will be like those found in the following meme, rough sketch with softer lines and soft basic color.
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i dream of by Mujinai :
I'm not open to art trades yet.
- Step One
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- My Wishlist
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.: Purple Lights
Commissions are currently closed for the time being. But will probably be open again later (and as always, there will be a journal announcing it for anyone who's interested). Art Trades are friends only or if I am the one asking/seeking. Requests are closed. I rarely do them but when I want to open them I usually announce it here or on one of my tumblrs. In regards to other more long term things, I've been busy taking care of a few matters ever since december of last year. Not really a whole bunch of things but a few things that were of importance to me that just took a lot of time and weren't exactly things that I could just do overnight or even in a week or a few. There was a different job I wanted that required special/ more extensive? certifcation in addition to what I already have so I spent about five months from february to the exact end of June of this year preparing for it and filing paperwork. So. Much. Paperwork. The real heavy bulk of it began around march though. And then so many science/pathology books and then looking over different facility guidelines. Hehe. I planned it all out though and I was dedicated and was able to stick to my routine of spending 8-12 hours a day reviewing material, answering a total of 5500 questions on my own among other things. And then there was simple things like going out to buy groceries and actually eating. Sometimes..I would forget to eat, and sometimes I would forget what day of the week it was, and at some points, even what month it was. I felt this was something I needed and wanted to do for myself on my own and most of the friends I have understood that, the ones that didnt among other things, I let go of. I dont know, maybe it's hard for some people to understand what it's like having a single parent and needing as an offspring to be resourceful and efficient with your time and how important it is to be able to do things for yourself. For me, the quicker you can be independent, the easier it is on yourself and a lot of people around you. But I had to work towards that very slowly because I plan this stuff out - because I really don't want to fuck any of it up. But long story short for that part- I successfully completed everything on schedule on the first of July. And that was the most wonderful feeling. SO, if i havent been active? Idk. I spent most of july sleeping and skyping with the buddies I had to put on the backburner previously. It feels so good to talk to them again and stay up late chatting and doing things. Anddd.... as a reward for all the hard work I put in, I decided to buy myself the list of things I had been wanting for a long time since a lot of things changed. But.... I was able to purchase the following... *dons deep masculine voice of an award announcer* : so, really. it's not hard to guess what I have been doing in my free time. My friend and I ended up playing Castle Crashers for like 3-4 hours a few days ago and literally spent an entire day buying games and playing them together and then I spent like half a day skyping with chinara a few days ago too. ANd then soooo many of my family members have kept coming to visit omg lmao. and lastly, Im in the middle of transitioning from the job I was working at to that new job i wanted that will allow me to work full time for three days a week at really good pay which will mean 4 days off to spend how I choose. In the mean time, I have to go buy new uniforms and other equipment and just waiitttt for the other party to get THEIR stuff together. all in all, things are going really well. There were two other things that happened regarding two people that have been around since my childhood but I think I will save that for later. Or for a picture in their honor. Let me get off the friendship and gaming induced high ive been on or at least exert some control over it long enough to post all the stuff I have. Hyeh Hyeh. Just playing online on the ps3 got me an awesome number of friend requests to play games with ppl i dont even know. Idk, Ive only had it for a month so far so that kind of thing might be normal. It was just surprising to me.
